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How am I gonna imagine that?

Can you imagine yourself reading a post saying i miss you baby whicch was written by your love ones to this one girl.

Me neither couldnt explain tht kind of feeling. Banyak kali this thing happen, sampaikan satu tahap, it happens again. I was like silent and couldnt make things right. Rasa nak marah jee.

Ohh dear, why must you do that to me? Why must her??


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Please understand when I cant be with you anymore .

I never thought that in the time when I needed you the most, you cant be with me . Andd it just struck me over and over when you eventually scold me in wishing you to be with me . Dalam I sakit sakit, selama we are together . You never be with me .

You are busy with your friends . Fine, I just biarkan . You are busy with your motor. Fine, I tak disturb you . You perlukan I . Yeahh, always and always be with you . Its not that I ungkit, it just sometime kesabaran I ada limit die .

Is it because you anggap I memang akan sentiasa ada untuk you, then that is why you do all of those things ?

Dalam banyak benda yang I buat untuk you, none of it boleh buat you fikir which 1 is better .

I still have the tiny bit of courage in waiting for you . I still have it sayang . Even how much you hurts me, I can still have . I tak tahu mana I get it, and I dont even have a slightest idea on what reason I should hang on to you .

But, if one day, if one day I cant be with you I cant always be there for you like what I did to you before . Please understand why and dont ever blame me for that .

Sorry that I had the thinking that, that girl whom you choose to be with cant always be with you . In fact she was the one who gonna run from you and make you regrets tones of things .
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Please get back with me .

I miss the time when we used to talk all night long . When both of us are tired and we still have that tiny little strength to talk with each other . Then, you'll tease me till you yourself get tired teasing me around .

I miss when you tried to persuade me . Try to make me smile again . Well, since you are the one who make me feel sad . So, you akan buat I senyum . No matter what sayang, you'll always be that person that never fail to make me feel the happiness .

Sayangg, do answer me . Do text me . I really need you by my side . Its hurt to know you are gone with that girl . Please dont let me go . Andd stop seeing that girl, will you ??
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Those good feeling .

Assalamualaikum

You know, that good feeling when you had when everything was just became a memory that you will never ever forget . Even the unplanned one :)

It have been almost a month *methink just duduk rumah nothing to do . Duduk depan laptop sampai pening kepala . Then , bila mengantuk tidur . Bangun jee korek korek dapur finding something to eat . It is kind of boring and sometime penat . YESS! Penat just sit at your house got nothing to do .

But , not always mcm gitu . I got my sunshine with me . Yeahh! SUNSHINE . Always be with me no matter where I go . It was like macam niyh tauu .

Me     : Ehh , esok teman kita pegy Senawang . Prettyy prettyy pleaseeee ...
Nana : Ohh yeahh . Boleh sajaaa . And jom TUTTYFRUITY :D
Me     : DONE! Haha .

Just simple as that . Then , we will like .. 'Ehh , handsome kann that guy' :O Then there was a time that , we sing quite as much song that we love . Well, dalam kereta memang we think that we got the beautiful voice . Dekat luar ?? Hikkk . Teeettttttttt!

There will be a time for us to talk about this and that . About him and her . About how much we want that , and how much we hate this . Yeahhh, so much fun . Nomuu nomuuuuu juaa!

Not to forget to someone whom I just love being with :)

Me dont think , he'll read this . But, since he is gave me pretty much good feeling . Still I is excited writing about him .

Being merajuk and how he'll gonna persuade me . Ohhh, kyuptaaaa! Hehe , then how he'll listen to most of my story . MOST okeee! Yet , he never get bored listen to them . Ooooohhhh, yeahhh the time when I'll cook something delicious then , get him to be jealous cause someone will be finishing my food and not him . Haha . Sorry sayang , the time will always come if we put extra patient to it :)

Yeahh , dia tengah ada final exam sekarang . Hhhmmm, me is always worried about him . He struggle too much sampai tak tidur that one whole day then skipping meals . You know, it hurts seeing your sunshine having a real hardship and we just cant be there to help and give our support . But , thank God that we still had our phones and SKYPE ! Yeahhh , just love it :) We'll skype sampai mengantuk , making stupid face . Hee, seeing you smile sayang was more than enough . I wish to watch you smile right in front of me . Insya Allah , that day will come .



Dearest sunshines , promise to always be with me . Forever and forever . Andddd , please dont be bored with me . Well, sometime I might make those faces yang kurang menyenang kan . Hiikk, but trust me . I always want to see me smiling when I am with youu .


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Dont you think so ?


Ahmad Syazwan Anuar, please do read this.

You always make me jealous of other woman whom always be with you and I hate it very much :(
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Food for thoughts .

Jangan pikat WANITA kalau anda tak bersedia cintakan dia ...
Jangan buat WANITA jatuh cinta kalau anda tak cintakan dia ...
Jangan memberi WANITA harapan kalau anda tak pasti ...
Jangan sakiti hati WANITA kalau anda tiada hati untuknya ...
Jangan mainkan perasaan WANITA kalau anda tiada perasaan untuknya ...


HARAM jika jadikan WANITA kekasih tetapi tiada niat untuk nikahinya ...

#UstazAzharIdrus

Hati kita niyh lembut sangat, sangat mudah nak terpedaya untuk sayang orang . That is why, GUYS we need you to be always sincere to us(the girls). 

I think most of the girls dont want to be cheated and really want to be loved by someone she cares . That is why, GUYS need to take care of our heart eversince we gave them ours .


Sincerely,
Izzati Ismail

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Dear heart .

Assalamualaikum ..... 


You know that kind of feeling kan bila tiba tiba cinta datang *ehhcamsamadgnlagujeee =..= hikkk

Yessss! I was like had those feelingss ....

Afraid .
I was afraid that we might end up like those guys that I used to be with . I was afraid that I gave all my love, all my heart to him that there is nothing left for me . Bila dah sayang terlampau sangat, it is very veryy hard to forget him . Tahu kannn , that feeling ?? 

Loved .
You know, being loved by someone that you love is just awesome . Having him inside my life after a very long period of time been waiting just had my year so meaningful . Hikk >.<  Finally, I get to feel love again . To feel how was when he cares for you , craves for your attention . Andd annnddddd bila kita boleh merajuk 2 hari dengan die *tapi,taksampai2jamgelak2balikdgndiee

Hati ini sudah mula rasa sayang yang you bagi dekat I . The moment you said that you love me more than anything , I've made my decision to be part of your life the best I can . Thank you for realizing my love to you and thank you for making me smile again, sayang .

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Its never too late to say goodbye

Assalamualaikum ....


Masa awal awal semester dulu, dah set dah plan nak buat during this last semester . The most important is that to say farewell to someone that I wish to forget him very quickly, Mohd Fariq Mansor .

There is many things that I really really want to say to this fellow . But, me end up didnt say anything at all to him . Ahhh yess! Not anything , but I manage to say sorry and all that , but it just for the exam thoo .

Well, tak tahu lah whether he still read my blog ke tak kann . Still, its never too late for me to say those words to him .

Awakkk! 
After a few months of recovery, zatie decide nak delete terus awak dalam hidup zatie . No more tears for you , no more our memories . Tapii, since kita duduk dalam satu kampus, plus pulak most of our memories dekat Jengka niyhh it is very hard for me . There was the time, I cried till I fall asleep . Remembering your words to me, your promises, our promises . Itu jee yang zatie mampu buat . Tak ramai yang tahu about this, even my closes friends . That is why, when you decided to get into my arms back, I was speechless and without any thinking I forget everything about what you'd did to myself and simply terima awak balik . Well, I guess me and you memang tak ada jodoh and plus HE showed to me how things didnt go well sebab awak memang tak ikhlas dengan zatie . Then, we become strangers . COMPLETELY STRANGERS . Anddd, it takes time jugak nak lupakan awak . But, me is just me . I finally manage to get rid of you outside my life . I get the confident , I got the strength to finally forget you and move on with my life . 

Awaakk!
Thank you sebab sayang and sudi terima zatie as your girl for about 10 months . I know, the break up wasnt suppose to be happening but what happen in past shouldnt be remembered . Awak still ada wawa yang boleh jaga and be with you all the time . Happy to see that . Awakk, parents was assets that is veryy important for us . Treat them well and make them happy . Ingat! Redha Allah terletak pada redha ayah & ibu . Ohh, do take care of my fatin jugak yahh :) she loves you very much and I know you did too . Dont be too garang to her, yah . Last but not least, farewell dear fariq .



Being someone's first is great . But, to be their last is beyond perfect .

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Spontaneous Thursday 4


2 days ago punye conversation ....

'Siapa bagi kebenaran you nak kerja nanti ? '

Are you for reall .. ???? T_T
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Wordless Wednesday 15




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Wordless Wednesday 13


Dearest Ahmad Syazwan Anuar, 



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The conversation .


That night, when you let me into your life. That was the time I started to feel the happiness. 

You, thank you so much . I have waited for 3 years to feel your love . To finally be your girl . Well, although kind of frust lah jugak kann , kena tunggu that long just to be your special . But, the way you are treating me, the way yo want me to be with you in the future make me realize the worth that I am getting .

Finally, I get to make my my phone full with your words, with your marah2 andddd your jokes yg suka nak usik kiteee T_T HAHAHA!

Day by day, I dont get bored reading our conversations . Trying to fantasize what would it be when we are facing each other and we talking like tak endah ape orang pandang . Then, we I was laughing you'll look at me, smiling then pinch my cheeks for laughing sgat kuat . Jaapppp! Terlebih sangat puleeeee ^_^' hehe ...

Sayang, jaga sayang yang I bagi dekat you . Dont ever ruin it .

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The star .


Hhhmmm, awakkkk kita nak bagitahu awak satu rahsia niyhh .

Tahu tak, tahu tak





You're my star .

Tapiiiiiiiii ...

Kita tahu, I am very the sure that I am not your star . Kan ? Kita nak sangat selalu dengan awak . Tapi kita tahu, kita bukan yang macam awak nak . Kita suka sangat cakap dengan awak dalam telephone :) sebab sebabbb awak mesti kasik chance dekat kita nak cakap bebanyak dengan awak . Kita suka bila awak marah bila kita senyap jee . Hehe , ohh ohh kadang kadang awak layan jee bila kita dah start nak mengada ngada . Heehuu, kita suka sakat awak . Tapi tapi, bila kita buat awak mesti balas bebanyak aannn . Sampai kann kita rasa nak menangis jeeeeee . Bila awak dengar jee suara ketar ketar kita , mesti awak minta maaf . Hee, suka sangat bila dengar awak cakap macam gituu :D I lurfe you laahhhh .

Tapi kita just dapat tahan dalam hati jeeeeeeeeee ....





Kbye!

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Craving for this :D


Tengah syok sangat nak buat churpchurp, then appear for this iklan tauu . About iPhone 4s 

Annndddd, I was likeeeee ...

Hatikuh terpaut padamuuu . Aku cinta padamuuu ....

Omooo, ayah pleaseeeeeee . Can I have this ????



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Tudung .


Good morning readers! :) 
Dah breakfast ? Ehh , makan apee? Kita nak sikett pleasee, lapar niyhh . Hehe .

Semalam setelah 3 minggu duduk dekat Jengka, pulang jugee kita ke Seremban . Home sweet home , babyy :D
Andd, terus online macam happy gilakk sebab line die lajuu macam arnab :D haha 
Andd, stalking was the favourite things to do tauu . Stalk sana stalk sini, and terjumpa my cousin punye page . She posted this video . Try bukak, and I was amazed and anddd cute okee the lukisan .

Try lah tengok :)



And after seen this video, ada a few things yang I would like to cakap .
Hehh, jangan pikir bukan2 okee. Ini nak menunjukkan persefahaman kita dengan Cik Biah niyhh :)

On that video Ustaz Azhar Idrus ada buat statement kan ?

Orang perempuan tak wajib pakai tudung , tapi wajib tutup aurat .

Cube awak awak pikir, betul kann ? Kita sebenarnya tak wajib pun pakai tudung . But , we are told to cover our aurat . Honestly, kita banyak dahh jumpa girls pakai tudung but rambut lepas nampak dekat belakang . Just soo unforgiveable . If orang nampak, secara automatik akan appear dekat mind dorang yang orang pakai tudung niyhh was that kind of people . I was like, mengucap bebanyak andd hopefully tak jumpe lagi that kind of people, cause nanti menambahkan dosa jee , cause menyumpah die =.=' hee, sorry awakk ;)

Secara jujurnya, kita tak ada lah pakai baju or tudung yang labuh or else . But, I did the very best I can to cover up my aurat . Tak salah untuk kita nak berfesyen , pakai pun lah fesyen ape yang suka but yang penting aurat kita jaga :) Kita pun suka sangat nak fesyen niyhh , nak gaya shawl mcm tuhh , macam niyhh . Betul , sampai sanggup upload tutorial video just nak belajar how to wear this and that kind of tudung . Hehe :p peace!

Here some tips , bila pakai shawls or tudung yang agak jarang tuhh pakai lah inner neck . That kind of inner kan banyak dah jual . Bukan panas pun kan ? Pakai that inner to cover up your neck . And, do cover up your  thing . Errr, paham paham lah yeeeee =.=' 

Andd, kita pun tak berkenan juga to those yang dah cantik pakai tudung tuhh then all of sudden baju kurung die terbelah sampai nampak kaki nye yang putih melepak tuhh . Sayang kuhh , kan elok kalau kita tutup bahagian tersebut . Tak manis orang pandang kann ? And plus, if baju kurung yang jarang tuhh pakai lah inner or buat awning baju tuhh . Haa , especially kainnye . Selalu tengok orang yang kainn die jarang but , tak pakai pun kain dalam . Errr, nampak 11 awak tuh sayangg . Kain dalam pun bukannnya memudarat kann . Plus tak panas pun pakai die . Bila kita jalan dekat tempat terang , tak ada lah nampak sangat kann ? Guys pon tak lah rasa terseksaaa =.=' oppppsssss! hehe .

And my friends yang tak pakai tudung, saya doa kan awak semua dapat hidayah suatu hari nanti . Insya Allah :) ehh , tapi awak pun boleh cover aurat tuh slow slow kann ? Try pakai baju yang tak menjolok mata , especially mata guysss . Haha , pakai lah baju yang tak jarang and tak menampak benda benda yang tak sepatutnye di lihat . Oke ? 

Ini apa yang kita fikir kan and juga opinion kita . But , how about you guys ??

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Saya tak lagi macam dulu.


Dulu masa saya dengan dia, saya lembut.
Saya selalu ikut cakap die. Dia suka sangat merajuk. Hhm,  merajuk yang tak tentu pasal.
Pikirkan sayang sanagt dekat dia, saya tahan merajuk then pergi pujuk die.

Dia selalu tak bagi saya keluar dengan any other guys.
'Takut if anything bad happen to me, takut nanti saya jatuh hati dekat that guys' T_T
Nak marah tapi fikirkan sayang and nak menjaga hati, kita diam jeeee. Tanak melawan.

Selalu dengar dia dengan perempuan lain, keluar dengan girl yang itu, jalan jalan dengan girl yang ini.

Tak tahu nak buat apee, kita diaammm jee. Itu yang saya mampu.
Kalau marah lebih lebih nanti takut tersalah faham. 
Jadinya, rela jaga hati dia dari hati diri sendiri.

Alih alih, dapat tahu dia ada girl lain. 
Someone from his class.
Someone yang baru die jumpa, which is baru sangat compared to me. 

Hati niyh Tuhan jee tahuu.
Menangis all the time. Tak tahu nak luahkan dekat siapa and apa yang diluahkan. 

Sakit hati yang teramat sangat dengan dia and juga that girl.

Bukannya that girl tak tahu about me and him.
Tetap nak jadik selfish and biarkan kita niyhh meranaa.

Cuba untuk menjadi baik dan terima apa yang berlaku.

Yess! A few months of grieving make me feel alive again. 
Alhamdulillah :)
Thanx to my friends. They helped a lot.
The motivations, the strength, the shoulder to cry on and a body to hug.
Terima kasih banyak banyak kawannn.



Ehhhhh, 
Tapi tak semudah itu hati ini sembuhh.
Hati ini tetap menyimpan dendam.
Dendam untuk tak lagi percaya sepenuhnya kepada sesiapa.
Dendam untuk tak lagi sayang sepenuhnya seseorang itu.
Dendam untuk tak lagi lembutkan hati ini.
Dannn dendam untuk tidak lagi menjaga hati orang lain.

That is when I met you. Again.
But this time, we are very sure about our feelings. or my feelings...

Honestly, I dont know apa yang ada pada youu.
I love to hear you talk, play guitar for me, mad at me and hearing you laugh.
It just make my day :)

To my shock, you have the same feelings as I am to you.

I was very greatful having you by my side.

Tapi, maaf saya tak lagi macam dulu.

Saya kasar layan awak.
Saya suka melawan cakap awak.

Tapi di sebalik itu semua, saya sememangnyee tak ada maksud untuk buat macam tuhh.
Saya hanya takut hati ini rasa sakit lagi.
Sakit bila awak pergi. Macam dia pergi.

Sekarang niyhh, saya dah lain. Tak macam dulu lagi.
And youu? 
Getting so far away from me.

It is the best for you, but the worst for me.

But hey,

Cinta tak seharusnya memiliki. More than enough for me seeing you happy with the girl yang you nak.



Maaf, I tak rasa I berubah macam yang you nak. I stick to who I am right now. Perhaps, there is someone out there yang boleh bukak hati I untuk berubah and tahan dengan perubahan I niyhh. I cuba sedaya yang I mampu untuk tak contact you. Maaf sekali lagi, if you ada receive a few messages or calls from me. It's hard for me. Tapi, I niyh kan a strong woman kann? I'll manage it myself.



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Okehh aku stalk profile kauu. Sajaa nak tengok satt. Haihh, then nampak kau tukar relationship. Haiyyooo, dah tukar to its complicated kononn. You and her never been together pon lahh. Kau pon dah sedar ape die dah buat dkat kau but still, nak duduk bawah ketiak diee? Go on laahhh! Tak akan halang kau ponggg =.=

Aku dah mula lupa kan kau and aku rasa, aku tak perlukan kau lagi dalam hidup aku niyhh. Your love always make me worst. And the worst of all is kan, you never love me ponn. Ggrrr! Why waste your precious time with someone useless? Find others and live happily lah, boy!

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Dont leave me, like he did.



Yeahh, banyak orang dah aku jumpe. 

Baik, tak baik, handsome, muka pecah rumah, hati baik, hati yang tak baik langsung.

Semua lah kann. Macam macam genre, okee. hehehh.

Ehh ehh,
Tapikan eventhough muka macam pecah rumah sekali pun kann they will have this kind of attitude that attract me. Oke, not just me lah kann. Every girl yang hang out dengan dorangg jugakk will feel the same way.

Haihh soo, pentipu lah kan if tak ada hati langsung dengan mereka mereka semuaa.

Well, admiring mereka memang ada. Wish nak jadik GF dorang pun ada jugakk.

I have this kind of feeling of being their girl. Okee, maybe macam tak munasabah langsung and plus macam dangerous jugak laahh. But, hati masing masing kita tak boleh nak predict right? They may have a very good looking on their face, but when it comes to heart, they are the worst. Not all people are like them. Certain are.

Tapi, disebabkan nila setitik rosak susu sebalanga kaannn??

Yeahh, bila jumpa these guys I tend to have feelings for them. Suka texting dengan dorang then mimpi mimpi nak jadik gf dorang. Ceeiittt, lempang sikitt boleee? Hahaahh.

But adat manusia macam tuh kan, always leave people.

And so, nak lupakan orang yang kita pernah suka tuhh, takes time jugak lah kann. Kadang kita rasa rindu dekat die, but tak boleh nak message die sebab die dah ignore kita. And bila hantar message dekat die, die langsung tanak replyy. Sentap babee!!

Tapi lama lama, we'll get use to it. Yeahh, bila dah ramai asyik datang and pergi jee jadi nyee kita tak kesah dahh. Kalau rasa selesa dengan kita, yess you can be part of my life. But, other than that you had the right to leave me.

People come and goes. Be strong and you'll be happier.





I still waiting for your text dear. I dont know kenapa you marah sangat dekat I, sampai langsung tanak reply text and angkat my call. Hehh, I was worried about your demam. Make sure to take medicine accordingly, okee? Andd, I am still waiting for youu.


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What feeling I should get?


A glance of your face makes my whole world stop. 

I tried to find the feelings that I should feel when I saw you. But, I was stucked!

I cant find those feelings. Am I happy?? Or or, am I suppose to cry for not being able to talk to you??

Ehh jaapp, I should be hate you. Am I ??

Uurrrggghhhh! Someone help me to choose which feeling I should get.

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Kita lari kejap aekk.


Gggrrr! Okeee, I geram gilak dengan you. Call sampai 100 times pun tak angkat. Then, send me text. Bagi syarat pulakk. Lepas tuhh, bila reply tak nak balas pulakk. Dusshhhh!!

Huhh! Tapee tapee, you suruh I lari kejap dari you kann ??

Fine! I lari nanti, you carik carik I lagi kaannn I merajuk 100 hari dengan youuu.

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