Are we over ?

For almost three days, I never had a really tight sleep . Dont you know how much I miss you ? Dont you know how worried I am, thinking about you . What are you doing on that time . Why weren't you texting me back . Are you eating your meals properly .

Then, when I found out you are out with other girl . Other than me . It hurts me even more . Andd andd the lie you told me, that words you say to her . Ohh God, it makes me speechless . I cant hardly breathe .

I just cant believe that you'll say to her that I am nothing to you . For 4 years I've been waiting for you , crying for you . You just can simply said to her, that I am totally nothing to youu ...?

Sayang, I know we havent met yet . I know I tak pernah ada dekat dengan you . Hhmm, you penat tunggu I kann ?? Can you imagine my situation ? How am I trying real hard protecting our love . My love for you . I never ever thought me just an option for you . I always had that though when I was the only girl that you'll love forever . I just cant imagine that you just simply changed your heart towards that girl that you just met .

Sekarang, I just dont know are we over for real ? I really hope that yesterday was a dream . But, it wasnt . This is the reality I had to go through .

Sayang, you tahu tak . Our relationship was almost 5 months . I never thought I'd loose you on our 5 months anniversary .

I'll wait for your answer, sayang . But please, dont make it too long . It'll make me suffer even more .

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