So who do u think I am?
Someone that could puaskn segala nafsu awak then just go liddat?
30/1/2016
There you go. I can see that kind of look inside your eyes. The way you look at those women.
Allah je tahu perasaan b that time, syg.
I never see you looked at me that way nor even say things you said to those pretty women.
oh ya, you never cared about my feelings .
19/12/2015
Cant you see my eyes ?
Yes, I was crying so badly last night .
I was hurting so bad that my heart ache so much .
18/12/2015
Sabar .
Simpan dalam hati paling dalam, k .
Ingat ibu cakap, Allah tak terima solat kita kalau kita marah dekat suami .
Oke, ibu .
Noted with tears .
18/12/2015
Takpe sayang .
I wont be complaining that I am hungry .
I will be taking a good care of myself .
20/11/2015
Betul lah apa orang ckp .
Nak kahwin kena fikir matang sematangnya .
16 Oct 2015
Syg somehow I did finally realize that you are not really in love me . Not like I do . Never like I did .
If you really do love me, you will not making excuses to make me happy . Trying the very best that you can to make my day .
Not like I did to you .
I do what you told me to do . I do things that you like . I wear things that you love to see . I cried all night if I ever make you sad . I could not sleep thinking how mad you are to me that I could not see your smile even just A smile .
If you really love me, you will try the hardest to get in touch w me . That you got lonely when I am not around . That you really want to know what condition I am in .
Not like I did to you .
I always wanna get in touch w you . Wanna know how have you been . Wanna be part of your daily life . And yes, it hurt me that you are trying the hardest just to get in touch w aisya that you never did that to myself .
Got exhausted with your attitude . Please, I am a woman w a fragile heart & I need your love to secure it well .
19 Sept 2015
So he still busy with his travelling .
Kena tinggal lagik .
Like seriously ?
B kahwin dgn sayang sbb harapkan syg mampu jaga b. Mampu jaga hati b. Mampu tunaikan apa je hasrat b.
But its the other way round .
Honeymoon tak pernah pegy pon .
Ajak apetah lagi .
Asyik berjalan dengan kwn2 saja . B ni utk apa syg ?
Allahu, tabahkan lah hati hambaMu ini .
8/9/2015
Apa gunanya bagitahu kalau takde respon apa2 .
Just be more menyenangkan please .
8 Sept 2015
Well at least, just let me knw where are you going to . What are you been doing .
Or maybe at least, you can ask me how I was . Ask me this & that .
Wasnt that hard ?
Ohh yes, he know what he's been doing & I should not act that way .
7 Sept 2015
Cant you see how much I needed you right now ?
Ohh sory . Your friends worth everything to you .
6/9/2015
After all, woman always be a woman .
Ego setinggi mana pun, hati sekeras batu paling keras pun masih bole cair kalau dgn org yg paling dia syg .
But the fact was, her heart always be the one tht'll defend her ownself .
Yang akan selalu sedapkan hati sendiri .
Nama pun perempuan
6 September 2015
At least her man always cheers on her .
At least she always has her man besides her .
At least he calls her pretty everyday just to make sure that she is the luckiest person on earth .
At least, he acts like a husband should be for her .
At least .
6 Sept 2015
Yes, I suffered massive heart ache .
Trying to cope with life .
As if life was threatening me for married a wrong person .
My question was, was he the wrong person ?
6 Sept 2015
Because them give him much plessure of life rather than the annoying me .
6 September 2015
Ohh yes, I almost forgot .
His friends much more important than me .
4 Sept 2015
Then there he goes . Saying that words .
SAKIT HATI
And yeah , what about mine ?
The heart that been hurt for words you said ?
30 AUGUST 2015
So apa perasaan bila your dad could talk & chat w other guy but to his son in law completely quiet ?
Why wouldnt he tried to do the talk first ?
Allahu, please end this kind of thoughts & feelings .
July 14
And I wonder,
Ini kee yg dikatakan marriage life ?
Yess tolak ansur . Just I wonder was I am the only person who did that ?