When someone stole something that you love or someone that you care , you always had a negative thought about that person .
We call that person a jerk , sumpah sumpah die bagai . Well , that time pun kita memang tengah angin kan ??
Especially when , she stole the person that I love . On that time , rasa nak pergi dekat dia then , tarik tarik rambut die , marah die sampai puas . Okayhh , tipu jeee . Tak buat pun , cause ada lagi sense of humanity and keperempuanan that time . Haha .
Bila dah habes words that best describe die , kita start lah blaming ourselves . Asking to ourselves , finding a slightly bit of our weakness , why he dumped me ? Did I do something wrong ? Did we fought before this ?? Or or or , he did not receive any of my attention ?? Answer yang kita sendiri tak boleh nak jawap kan .
Then , we end up menangis malam malam sampai basah bantal . Esok bangun pagi , mata bengkak jeee . Muka muram jee always , never again put that sweet smile he used to love in my face .
Bila terserempak dengan dia , I ran . Dont even want to face him . Balik bilik jee , angin satu badan nampak die dengan that girl .
Well , almost a year and a half me being like that . Totally tak tahu , kenapa boleh hilang terus rasa untuk gembira , rasa nak senyum dekat orang selalu , rasa nak sengih malam malam sebab dapat message yang funny , eventho bukan from die .
But , finally I come to my sense .
People change , and so do love .
We cant hardly blame the person that stole someone that we love from us . Neither do him .
People change all the time . Depends on time or the situation . Sometime , we had to react on the situation itself .
Perhaps , his love for me just sampai that time jee . And perhaps she was the one who destinied to be with him .
And so , what will we do next ?
Dont give up in giving your life to someone whom you care the most . It can be anyone or anything . Love is endless . It never stop . And never stop to love person no matter how hard you are in the past . Take the past as your experience in knowing the world .
And for you my dear , sorry for all those things yang pernah zatie buat dekat awak . I know I put you in a very hard situation . Sekaranf niyh , you got her , someone that will always be by your side and will always care for you . I am happy to hear you can put your smile on your face , even it is not for me .
Please leave me your linkies , yawww !
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